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		<title>Is my dream over?</title>
		<description><![CDATA[More than two months have passed and nary a word written.  The truth is that I have started several posts, but never found the time to pen all my thoughts.  Things have changed so frequently.  My mood and state of mind don&#8217;t stay still long enough for me to write, and I think I&#8217;ve figured [...]]]></description>
		<link>http://darkjoy.smileandlookalive.com/?p=609</link>
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		<title>My Reality&#8230;Is Mine Alone.</title>
		<description><![CDATA[In writing my last entry, I&#8217;ve discovered another major piece of my love addiction, possibly the biggest source.  I now realize that I&#8217;ve been trying to make up for the sins of my father toward women.  I&#8217;ve also realized that it is an impossible burden to carry, nor should I have taken it upon myself [...]]]></description>
		<link>http://darkjoy.smileandlookalive.com/?p=587</link>
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		<title>Black Heart Inertia.</title>
		<description><![CDATA[It&#8217;s been a while.  Where to begin.  Work has been overwhelming.  Satisfying, but just a little too much to handle alone.  My partner returns from a three week paternity absence this Monday, so things will return to normal.  What follows is an entry I started on the 1st, but could not find the time to pen [...]]]></description>
		<link>http://darkjoy.smileandlookalive.com/?p=558</link>
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		<title>Paradigm Shift.</title>
		<description><![CDATA[Even in friendship, the games continue.  Even with her life beginning to sort itself, Jane&#8217;s actions are still erratic and marred by selfishness.  I can&#8217;t say I&#8217;m really surprised, but I&#8217;m glad I&#8217;ve stopped living my life in a holding pattern, waiting for her to grant me clearance. We talked earlier this week, just to [...]]]></description>
		<link>http://darkjoy.smileandlookalive.com/?p=541</link>
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		<title>Wild Rose</title>
		<description><![CDATA[A little over a week ago, I sent a message to a girl that I&#8217;d only seen face to face three times in the last year and a half, two of which saw us making out (both times at a new year&#8217;s eve party).  I asked her out, and after a few email exchanges, we [...]]]></description>
		<link>http://darkjoy.smileandlookalive.com/?p=523</link>
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		<title>Hollow World (Hueco Mondo, Part II).</title>
		<description><![CDATA[Jane.  In all the time I&#8217;ve known you, nearly eight months, we were only together for six weeks.  Only three of those were truly stable.  Rationally, there is no reason for me to feel the way I do.  We did our little dance and it just didn&#8217;t work out.  It&#8217;s way past the time to [...]]]></description>
		<link>http://darkjoy.smileandlookalive.com/?p=501</link>
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		<title>Hueco Mondo, Part I.</title>
		<description><![CDATA[I&#8217;m amazed at how history is repeating itself.  According to my own writing (as previously mentioned), my state of mind now is exactly as it was back in September.  And so is hers.  I&#8217;m stunned, broken, and unable to see what is to come next.  She&#8217;s overwhelmed with anxiety and wants only friendship.  And again, [...]]]></description>
		<link>http://darkjoy.smileandlookalive.com/?p=494</link>
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		<title>Storm Before The Calm.</title>
		<description><![CDATA[I&#8217;m having trouble understanding my current feelings.  The mood changes more frequently than the winds, and each one is as fleeting as a cool breeze on a summer evening.  I have no idea where I am.  But I think I know where I&#8217;m going. I&#8217;ve been looking over a lot of my posts, the ones [...]]]></description>
		<link>http://darkjoy.smileandlookalive.com/?p=484</link>
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		<title>This is&#8230;.the end&#8230;?</title>
		<description><![CDATA[It&#8217;s been a while since my last post, longer than I would have liked.  The events of the last eleven days were quite a roller coaster, changing too fast for me to take a moment to write about them.  Things rose to a point where I started to feel a strong sense of completeness.  I [...]]]></description>
		<link>http://darkjoy.smileandlookalive.com/?p=458</link>
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		<title>Fade To White</title>
		<description><![CDATA[A few nights ago I had one of the most disturbing dreams that I&#8217;ve had in quite some time. I was back in high school, playing basketball during lunch, in the gym, just as I used to.  My team was made up of others in my grade, friends who I remember well, but haven&#8217;t seen [...]]]></description>
		<link>http://darkjoy.smileandlookalive.com/?p=441</link>
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